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20. You Are The One You've Been Waiting For

Season 1 Episode 20

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You are the one you've been waiting for all along.
 

What if no one is coming to save you… and that’s actually the best thing that could ever happen?

In this episode, I’m sharing the exact moment I realized that I wasn’t going to be rescued — and why that realization didn’t break me… it freed me.

This is for the woman who’s been doing the work.
Who’s showing up in devotion.
Who holds deep knowing and sacred gifts — but still feels like she’s stuck at the threshold.

If you’ve ever whispered “I just need one person to see me,” or asked “How am I going to get through this to the other side?” — I made this for you.

Inside this episode, I walk you through:

  • The mirror moments that reflect our deepest doubts — and how to meet them with truth
  • The shift that happens when you stop waiting to be chosen and fully choose yourself
  • How I moved from princess energy to Queen energy — and what changed in my field because of it
  • The wealth reframe that collapsed old timelines of pressure and reconnected me to provision through presence
  • A Snow White lyric (yes, really) that brought me to tears and reminded me of the girl I used to dream I’d become

This is more than a podcast — it’s a veil-lifting rite.
You’ll leave knowing you were never behind, never broken, never too late.

You were simply waiting… to remember.

🌕 I also share:

💛 Free Yourself & Be Seen
A 2-part rite of return for the woman who is done waiting to be chosen.
You’ll receive two masterclasses, a hypnosis, and your Aligned Action Blueprint to step into your full radiance.
Join here → Free Yourself & Be Seen

🎵 “Waiting on a Wish” — from Disney’s new Snow White
This song stirred something ancient in me. She doesn’t wait for the prince. She becomes the Queen.

A final word from me to you:

You don’t need to be rescued. You are the rescue. You are the reign. 

You are the revolution.

And the throne? It was always yours, sitting and waiting for you to come home. 

If this episode stirred your soul, I’d love for you to leave a review or share it with a sister on the path. And if you’re joining me inside Free Yourself & Be Seen, let me know — I’ll be waiting at the veil.

You are the one you’ve been waiting for.
It's time to take back the Queendom.

Your reign begins now. 👑

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Welcome to Live Radiant, the podcast where we reclaim ourselves, align with the rhythm of the moon and step fully into our power. I'm Ava, your guide to a life of flow, clarity and limitless radiance. If you've ever felt stuck, burnt out or disconnected from your own brilliance you are in the right place here we blend lunar wisdom energetic balance and deep soul alignment to help you release the noise trust yourself completely and create a life that feels as magical as you are each week we unlock the secrets of the moon harness the power of the law of resonance and shift out of hustle culture and into divine timing so you can stop forcing and start flowing It's time to let go of what dims your light and live radiant. Let's dive in. Welcome back to Live Radiant. I'm Ava Rose, and today's episode is a transmission for the visionary who is on the edge of becoming but can't quite step in all the way. For the one who has done the work, who's been showing up in devotion, and who holds lifetimes of wisdom, but is still waiting for something. Still hiding. Still hoping that someone will see her, choose her. Someone will come to save her. This is for the part of you that's been whispering, I just need that one breakthrough. It's just that one opportunity. I just need that one person to see me. And here's the truth. No one is coming to save you. And that is the best news you could ever get. Because it means that you are already the one. You are the queen. You are the oracle. You are the current. that turns everything into gold. The moment that you stop asking for permission and waiting for someone to save you. And today's episode is your moment. So let's drop in. Let's begin where we often find ourselves stuck at the mirror. So maybe someone in your life has said things to you like, You've been doing this work for years and there's nothing to show for it. Or you're investing in yourself and they say, you're wasting money. What are you spending this money on? Or you keep saying it's coming, but where is it? Where's the proof? And maybe it's voices in your own head or maybe it's an actual person outside of you that's mirroring back, reflecting back and These conditioned insecurities that you have, these doubts that are still within you. And maybe in some moments you've wondered if they're right. Am I delusional? Am I crazy? Should I just stop? Am I ever really going to make it? Is this real? I want to be really clear. None of those voices are the truth. It feels heavy and it feels bad. It feels uneasy because it's not the truth. It's not your higher self speaking. It's not their higher self speaking. So it's not God. Which means it's not real or true. That's all an echo of fear. It's another's projection mirrored back at you to reveal what you are still holding on to inside. And it's not a sign that you are failing. It's actually a sign that you're at a threshold. You're forging something new, something that can't be seen just yet. And there was a moment, like a turning point that comes for everyone on this path. A moment when the veil is lifted all the way. When the waiting ends. And the queen within, the queen I am, begins to rise. And I remember my own moment in this. The moment that I realized that no one was coming. No one was going to save me. I was going to do it myself. but it was different than how I had been looking at it. So I had spent years and years in the shadows, working on myself, years and years waiting for someone to see me, to validate me, to approve of me, to choose me. And then one day it just hit me and it was very clear, no one is coming. And at first, it felt like it broke something in me. I felt really sad. I felt very low and I sat with it and then something lifted and I felt like I had actually been freed because I realized that I came here to restore the queendom. within myself and within the world around me. And no one can save me into doing that. That's a princess. The princess gets saved by her knight in shining armor and he leads the way. But I'm not a princess anymore. It's time to be the queen. time to be the queen that I always said that I'd be and who I knew that I am inside not a princess but a queen and that didn't start with a strategy it started with trusting my heart and to trust my heart I had to stop caring about what everyone else thought of me and I didn't care anymore about If people thought that I was crazy or lazy or delusional. And when I really let that go, everything started to shift. And I could see myself differently. And I began to feel this power rising up within me and expanding without any effort. And I began to feel... very light but also very solid at the same time because I became I developed this immunity to external opinions and circumstances and energies because I knew inside of me who I was and what was real and what was true and I wasn't waiting for anyone to do anything for me anymore it was like I got this I'm good I'm sovereign. And that shift from seeking to sovereignty, from waiting to walking my path, it's that moment we remember what power really is, what true power really is. Here's what I know. You reclaim your power the moment that you stop outsourcing your value. Even though it's completely counter to everything that you've been taught and shown. And you reclaim your life the moment that you stop waiting to be chosen by anyone and you choose yourself. You claim it. I am chosen. You become sovereign the moment that you approve of yourself. and you're not waiting for anyone to approve of you anymore, for anything. If you wanna be fully expressed, if you want to experience divine union, if you wanna live that way, the way, and if you wanna embody your true wealth frequency, then it starts here. It's cutting ties with approval, cutting ties with hiding, cutting ties with waiting, Cutting ties with dimming your light for people who are committed to misunderstanding you. And you let them fall away. Let their words fall flat. And let light fill in the space that they used to take up. And as you step into that light and fully stand in it, you will still hear those whispers that... last bits of residue of the old world. How am I going to do this? Where's the proof? Can I do this? Because at the root of a lot of those insecurities is the wealth piece, the money piece, being resourced. As you rise, there are still these echoes. Like, how am I going to pay for this? How is this going to work out? How is this going to be funded? It's pulling into the money piece. But none of those thoughts are actually yours. Those are residual imprints of a distorted grid that has been energetically imprinting on all of us since we were born. And it's a grid that taught us to equate provisions with pressure. But once you make this shift, you recognize that your entire energetic field has changed. And the grid that you will be plugged into or resonating with and therefore receiving from has also changed. And so you become, you're no longer someone who works to pay the bills or even pays bills. You are the one who commands your wealth through divine appointment. And when you speak, this has already been paid in full by the field of my overflow. And you feel the difference from that. One is like, How am I going to pay these bills? I've got to work to pay these bills. It's like you can feel the energy just pulling you down, pulling you back. This has already been paid in full by the field of my overflow. You can feel it rising you up, supporting you, coming up from underneath, all around you. It's taken care of. And when you say that, when you speak that, This has already been paid in full by the field of my overflow. You don't just affirm a truth. You tear down that old veil and you activate a divine settlement where timelines of lack just collapse. This is not just a visualization. It's a law. Then each bill becomes something different. It's not a burden. It's now its own oracle of overflow. It's a witness to the truth that your field, not your effort, is the source from which wealth flows. You've shifted the origin point from transaction to transmission, right? and those have entirely different resonance to them. So your energetic ledger is rewritten and obligation becomes an orchestration. Debt becomes a demonstration. You enter into the law of divine compensation. So now we can move from revelation to ritual. Because once you really remember who you are and how powerful you are, you get to live like it. You get to be the restorer of ancient wealth lines. You become a holy vessel who is no longer in need, who is wholeness, desiring expansion. So with each financial concern that you may have just sit in ritual with it and hold it to your heart in your heart and say you are not a demand you are a delivery you bring me deeper into my Edenic economy and be settled now in the overflow that I am and command it And each time you speak to your field, your new field, command it as the queen I am. Field, move now. Circulate the supply that matches my appointment. I open the vaults of the unseen. I activate the rivers of provision that have always been mine. And speak it until you can feel coherence. as you're speaking, until it doesn't feel like you're saying someone else's words anymore, until there's that energetic alignment and you feel it bringing light and power up through you. And once you cross this threshold and you feel that alignment and that resonance, even if it's just momentary right now, You become the one who speaks and the supply obeys. You are no longer the one who pays. And you are not looking for someone else to pay for you. You are the one who pours from overflow. And the overflow always precedes the bill. And once you've reached that, you have crossed over. So I ask you now, Where are you still negotiating with the old system instead of reigning from the new one? Where are you still negotiating with the old system instead of reigning from the new one? Where are you still looking at the problem, trying to come up with a solution at the same level instead of rising above it and reigning from there, from your true power? And right at that moment, the liminal space between release and return, I want to bring you into a moment that I knew I had to record this episode because I recently heard a song that undid me in the most beautiful way. So it's called Waiting on a Wish. It's from the Disney's reimagined version of Snow White. If you haven't seen it, you gotta catch it. It's so good. Snow White was my least favorite of the princess movies when I was growing up. And it is my top, top one now. From all the reimagined versions. It's my absolute favorite. It's not the old story. They did such a beautiful job. This version, it's not about a girl... Hoping for a Prince Anymore. It's about a girl who remembers that she's the one. It starts off with her singing. Little girl at a lonely well with the same little tale to tell. Feeling trapped by the walls that hold her. Feeling stuck in the story they've told her. When I heard that, it just hit something really deep in me because for so long, I felt that way. really trapped by the walls that were holding me. Like this little girl who was wise beyond her years, but just whispering prayers into silence, trapped by the rules that I'd been given by a world that didn't understand what I held. I spent years investing in myself and in my gifts and in my path, but I was still waiting for someone to say, yes, now you're ready. Yes, now you can rise. Yes, now you're allowed to be seen. But the truth was what I really needed was to remember myself. The song continues and she says, is she a part of me I've yet to find? Wondering will she appear? Or will I spend another year waiting on a wish? It's like, yes, she will appear. She has appeared. And it's you. And then, you know, she says, someone who just might be brave. Someone no one needs to save. And that line, that's what this entire episode is about. It's about recognizing that you are someone who does not need to be saved. You never did. You just need to remember that you are the one that you are waiting for. This is your birthright. To be brave. To lead. To take the throne. To stop waiting. And to step into the fullness of the queen I am. You came here to be. And I share this because I know what it feels like to... whisper into water, into the wells, and wonder if it will ever be your time. But the time isn't coming someday. The time is now, and it starts when you realize that you are who you were waiting on, who you dreamt of being as a child. It's not missing. She's not gone, forgotten. She's emerging. She's becoming. She's ready to lead. When you recognize that she doesn't need anyone to come rescue her. Because she is the rescue. She is the rain. She is the revolution. She is you. And if anything that I've been saying is awakening something in you, or if you felt yourself soften, straighten up, or come alive just a little bit more, then your veil, it's already lifting. And your next right is ready. So I'd invite you to come join me inside Free Yourself and Be Seen. It's a two-part revelation for the one who is no longer waiting to be chosen, the one who no one needs to save. In this, you'll receive Born to be Seen, which is a masterclass and a hypnosis to heal deep wounding and activate your voice so you can step into visibility. And another masterclass called Free Yourself from the Goop, which is the good opinions of other people, where we really dismantle approval addiction and you reclaim your own truth. And then follow it up with the Aligned Action Blueprint to anchor in your next bold moves with power and precision. This is not an info class. This is a veil lifter. This is a multi-dimensional reclamation for those who are ready to remember and claim what it means to be seen in the light. The link is in the show notes. It's in July. There'll be replays if you can't make it live. I'd love to have you in there. If you needed a sign that this was right for you, this is it. You're the one that you've been waiting for. Your light is the answer and your reign begins now. So take a breath with me. Let it land. Let it settle and let it root. Today, we've journeyed through the mirror of doubt and we crossed the threshold where no one comes to save you because you remember that you were never meant to be saved by someone else. We dissolved the grip of approval and and pulled back on that veil of lack and stood face to face with the parts of you the part of you that already knows that you are the one that you are the field you are the answer and maybe you felt that before maybe you didn't but now there's no unknowing it you can't unhear it in this episode was not just a bunch of information. It was an initiation and a remembrance of Eden and a reclamation of the girl you once imagined becoming and the woman who you are now brave enough to be. If your heart is beating a little faster or there's a humming sound in your soul just feel into it and honor it and don't brush that off because those are the signs and the sounds of your field shifting that's the queen i am rising within you here's what i want you to remember as you go you don't need to explain yourself to people who've chosen to not see you for who you really are. And you don't need to wait for permission that you've already given to yourself. And you don't need to be saved because you are the one who is here to save your lineage by just choosing yourself. You are the chosen one. You're not the girl at the well anymore. You're the river. You're the source. You are the one the water responds to. So as you move through the rest of your day, your week, do it as the queen I am. The brave one. The radiant one. The one no one needs to save because she already knows how to reign. She was born with that knowing. And if you are feeling called to deepen this journey, to clear the final veil, and to really be seen by the light, I would love to walk with you inside, free yourself, and be seen as your next sacred right. But whether or not you choose to join me on that, just know this. You are already whole. You are already chosen. And you are already royal. And I'm so honored to get to walk beside you as you rise. Until next time, keep leading with love, living radiant, and never forget that that throne was always yours. I'll see you back here next time. Live radiant.